theme word 2012

The word I choose to talk about will be, loveable.  In many ways the word to me makes me feel three different things.  Those things are, my word makes me feel like I am too loveable, I can be anyone in a relationship with a girl, and so many girls comment about me.  This word describes me in many ways, because most of the time all the ways I act falls back on this word in a certain way.

I am too loveable, because if I look at what I am doing I care too much about people and how they feel about the situations they are in, and I have had so many girls say that since they opened up and talked about their problems that they think I could become one of their true best friends.  Only, sometimes it goes too far with me about being too loveable, rather than just being a caring person.  Sometimes I wish I could be different than what I am now, but it will always be hard for me to lose that side of me, because I have made too many friends to let that feeling go.

I also can be anyone in a relationship, usually called a blender, which means someone who can be anything, but still would be themselves.  I have been making different friends that most of my other friends hate, but I do not be one sided, or biased, because all my friends are either my friend or acquaintances, and they usually get along with me fine, it just makes it seem like I would go tell the other friend what that friend said to them which would never be anything I would do, just I lose their trust in the friendship along the way.  Another reason that can tell why I can be anyone, would be because, I can have many more personalities than anyone that would be just like me, for instance, I can go out with any girl that halfway meets my qualities, or I could just shoot for something that would be a lot better than that person.

Another way I am loveable would be, I have all my exes tell their friends that I was the best relationship that they have ever had, or they would say that I would make a very good husband one day, or something like that, and sometimes it would cheer me up other times there would be that one person who thinks I never needed to go out with them or something along those lines The bad comments does not really bother me as much as the person who says the comment to their friends, and burns the friendship I have with that friend that got told that lie.

The way I would show that, would be by doing the same thing this year just a little more differently, I would say I did last year without giving any thought that I either date, or be boyfriend/girlfriend.  Also, if I would just watch out for what I say to them I could learn to not let that word control me so much, then I would be alright.